Rules and regulations

I don't really care about myself or how I end up to go wherever I go to at the end.

I don't like placing myself first and you'll seldom catch me placing me before you.

At some stage I was sure of where I would end up one day, but I'm just human. I have my faults and these days it seems as if I can't keep to every single rule made. If i oblige to one rule I brake another.

Imagine yourself walking down a road. On both sides you have beautiful flowers. Would you stray off the path too smell the different colors?
Or when you walk down the road and there are thorns in your way. Would you walk through it too keep on the path, or would you walk on the grass and go around it?

I like walking on the path and I would like to think that I'm strong enough not to stray off my path... Unfortunately I'm only human and I end up smelling the the colors on the sides of the road.

I smell every color and keep those I like, to have as a memory - a reminder. I stray off the path and walk right next to the flowers where everything seems simple and easy. Sometimes I walk on the grass, to walk around the thorns, because it looks less painful. It looks easier.

I've come to realize that in order for me to be able to help my friends, and for me to be able to rid them of their pain, I have to stay on the path at all times. Even if that means walking right through the thorns barefoot.

I just sometimes wish it was made easier, with hiking boots or somebody to hold my hand and walk with me every step of the way.