Looking but not seeing

I've always thought that I was looking for this mister perfect...

That one guy that will make me his world. That one guy that wants too be with me for who I am. That one guy who will give me a rose, just to say "have a nice day". That one guy who wants to come and say hello, just to see my smile again. That one guy who wants to know me, who wants to know every detail of me, who wants to share every detail of him.

Now that I've had time to think about what I want, I've realized I don't want any of that at the exact moment of my life.

Yes, I dream of having that perfect guy. But I want to live the way I want to, for as long as I possibly can.

Yes, the perfect guy sounds amazing at any given time. Yes, the perfect guy sounds like a dream. But, no! I don't want anything now. I need a friend. I need a best friend to go through life with me...