My shoes are tied

While in a relationship, I thought was perfect, I was always looking and wishing for things I liked...

Things to make my heart melt...  Things I never received, so I started giving them.

Foolishly thinking that it was enough!

Receiving it, it felt so unreal and untrue... It scared me and I ran... Not too it, but away from it - not knowing that I was running from exactly what I wanted --- what I have wanted for quite a while, what I have always wanted...

It finding me at every turn I make... Still being too blind to see it and still running - you never stopping!

Finally my eyes open and it is the most frightening feeling ever  - inexplicable, the feeling most dreaded. And most thought about.

I am content, now that I have allowed it to embrace me, my shoes are tied... Tied by your persistence.