I'm wrong, most of the time

When I met you, I decided not to care about the butterflies I felt.

When I got to know you, I had to fight the butterflies.

When I realised that I fell for you, I had to hide the butterflies.

When I saw you were with somebody else, I decided to completely ignore the butterflies.

Now that a few weeks, maybe even a month went by, I realised something! I fell for an user!

You used me, because she wouldn't be there for you. You used me, because you missed her. You used me, because you needed somebody too take your head off the pain. You used me and got to know me, because you needed a female friend to explain the head of an unknown woman.

You use me and you abuse me. You hurt me and you cause me pain, and you don't see it. You don't realise it. You don't care.

It's because of you that I never want too look at another man ever again. It's because of you that I never want to like any man ever again. It is because of you that I'll have my feet planted on the ground for the rest of my life.

It's because of you that I haven't written anything in a while. And it is because of you that I will be writing a few more.

It's because of you that I don't believe in love at first sight. It's because of you that I will always question a man's reason too be friendly.

It is all because you didn't care enough too see how much you hurt her by talking to me. And because you didn't care enough to realise that you were hurting me by talking to me...

It is all only because of you!