Thoughts, dream, memories

While driving in the Lesotho mountains, you wondered endlessly through my mind. Conceiving all my thoughts.

I thought about our short time together, I thought about the endless possibilities our lives could have together. Then I remember her stunning face and I realise that everything is in my mind. And all shall stay in my mind!

I think about your personality. I think about your smile. I think about your charm. I think about your strength. I think about your passion for animals. I think about your eyes. I think about kissing you. I think about you, all day and every day.

I dream about the possibility of us. I dream about our lives together. I dream about our adventures. I dream about our love and care. I dream about you kissing me in the rain. I dream about our future. I dream about our lives together.

I dream about how we would get married. I dream about our honeymoon and how perfect everything could be. I dream about a future where you and I are together forever.

I remember all my long lost dreams. About the fantasies without faces.

I remember the laughs we had together. I remember our short time together, getting to know one another and I wonder what could have been.

I wonder about your thoughts. I wonder about your dreams. I wonder about your life. I wonder about your days. And I wonder if you even think of me.

I wonder if you think about the time we had. I wonder if you think about my dreams. I wonder if you think about my thoughts. I wonder if you think about what could be. I wonder if you only think of a future with her.

Have you forgotten our time spent together. Have you forgotten me the moment you saw her again. Have you seen her again. Did you use me as a reminder of what she means to you. Did you use me to remind you of how much you miss her. Did you use me to take away the pain.

Was the feelings I felt, only my imagination? Was it my mind playing tricks on me? Or did you feel the things I felt when we spent time together?

30 April 2012