Should I?

And I think that I might still - or yet again, like you. Or is it only because of the fact that you are far and it gives me an excuse not to worry about the guys I like - who have absolutely no interest in me - that are close?

Why do you keep dwelling in my mind? Why do I keep thinking about your name? Why do I keep thinking about the time we had together?

Did the time we spent together really not mean anything to you? did you really not feel what I felt? Did you really just forget about the dreams we shared. The conversations we had?

Why can't you just tell me in a simple "yes" or "no" if I should fight for a possibility or if I'll be wasting my time?

Can't you just talk to me and say that you've been thinking about me too?

Can't you just tell me what is going on and what you have decided?

Can't you just tell me what everything meant?

Can't you just hurt my feelings and tell me exactly what you feel?

Because the uncertainty of it all confuses me and hurts even more, because I just can't decide what to do about this!

Should I phone you and find out if you're okay? Should I sms you and make sure you're not hurting? Should I just follow the example in Taylor Swift's song: You belong to me. Or should I just forget about you and everything about you?

Should I just forget about the night we spent together talking the hours away. Should I just forget about the fact that you have one of my favourite rings? Should I just forget that you are wearing my hat every day? Should I stop thinking about weather or not you think about me while wearing my hat?

I'm confused and it keeps hurting! Please give me a sign and make it stop!