For arguments sake

You know that feeling you get... The one where you start wondering if you'd be strong enough to resist the first kiss when it comes too early. That feeling where you wonder if you'd be strong enough to resist kissing him the very first time you see him again. You know that feeling, right?

Well I've got that feeling!

The feeling I feel, is the one constantly arguing with me. So I guess this is the point where I give a little background.

So, I have this rule. I don't kiss a guy I'm serious about before we go out. And I have a second rule, when I really like the guy and I dream and think about a future together, I don't kiss him within the first month we go out. And now, here comes the argument.

I really like this amazing guy, but I haven't seen him in quite a while. I've dreamt about a future together and we've talked about a future together. Yet we are still officially still friends (who really like each other, if you catch my drift).

Now my question comes in. Will I be able to resist a kiss, when he stares into my eyes with those perfect eyes of his? Will I be able to take it slow when I see him and make sure that this relationship last until the end of time.

Or, do I just accept everything as it is and how it goes...

I know everything will happen exactly as His plans are laid out for me. I just wish I thought about it less and just go with it more.


But the truth will always be, that I like him. And it will take the end of eternity to change that. ♥