Trust in Him

Sometimes you ask God for something. And when He gives you the exact answer you asked for, you find it too hard to believe and instead you keep asking.

God's plan for you is perfect, so when He says yes, believe it! And embrace the gift given to you!

Thank Him for giving it to you and learn the lesson out of your answer. Even if that lesson means that you have to go through pain. The pain might be necessary for a bigger picture and I can promise you that if you make it through the pain, you will see how perfect His outcome is.

God will never lead you to something if He knows that you wouldn't make it through.


Trust in God, for He is our lifesaver who walks on water!

What does time have to do with anything?

Is it too early to feel that I might love you?

Is it too early to feel that I would do anything to spend the rest of my life with you?

Is it too early to dream about our future together?

Is it too early to plan a life together?

When I met you, I wanted to fight the urge I felt to talk to you. Then you said the first words and my head spiralled. When I first heard your voice, I didn't want to get addicted to the sound. Then we spent a whole night talking and my stomach had the most amazing butterfly feeling. When I first saw your eyes, I didn't want to look at them ever again - afraid that I might fall into their wonder. Then you took my face and held my gaze for a minute and I felt my heart skip a beat.

When we started getting along, I didn't want to miss any chance to see you. You were in my mind, every single moment of every day that passed.

When the time went by, I didn't want to say goodbye - afraid that you might never use the number you asked, afraid that I might never see you again. Then you messaged me and we never stopped talking, the conversations flowing through days and sometimes even weeks. Never have we ever had a default: "hi, how are you, what are you up to" conversation.

We share the same dreams. We think about the same things. We love the same things. We have the same aspirations.

In your arms I dream of being every night. Holding your hand in the day. Kissing you when you smile. Enjoying every moment with you. Your face would be the first thing I see every morning I wake up and the last thing I see before I go to bed. Our love would be the glue, holding something perfect together. Where time an distance doesn't matter.

I dream of spending the rest of my life with you, the perfect ring around my finger. The perfect ring on your finger, telling the world that you are mine and I am yours.

Life won't be easy every day, but we'll have each other and we'll have God and that would be everything we need.

Is it too early to feel this strong about you?

Is it too early to dream about a future with you?

Is it too early to love you?

Your smile

Last night, you told me that you would do anything to have me there - by your side.

Automatically my brain filed it under a promise. The make-or-break will come in when you don't keep that promise. When a promise is broken, you get filed under empty-promises, and I don't want you to be there.

I would do anything to see you smile, because I fell in love with it.

I keep a picture of you near, my favourite picture of you. The picture where your smile is the most genuine, the most beautiful.

I fell in love with everything about you.

I fell in love with your passion for animals. Your way of life. Your  way of making  me smile every day. Your way of making me blush. I fell in love wit my dreams of you - the endless possibilities. The possible endless love we could share.

I fell in love, with the guy with the orange and purple hair.

I fell in love, with the guy who took time to get to know me. The guy who let me hold the lizard. The guy who stole my ring, and wears it around his neck everyday.

I fell in love with your smile and the way you looked at me with your gorgeous eyes.