Pixie fate

Why is it that the free-spirited pixie has no wings and the irresponsible pixie, the immature pixie and the unstable pixie get beautiful rainbow-coloured wings and they are motivated to learn how to fly and leave the tree bark and find their own mushrooms to start their own lives.

Free-spirited Gazelle just want to start with her life and live it the way she would like and do the things she wants to do, the way she would like to do them.


She want's to take the burden off her fairy-parent's shoulders and give them less to worry about. She want's them to focus more on her younger siblings and no about her. She is turning 222 and it's time for her to leave the bark and start small with her own mushroom with her own toad coins.

She wants to explore Pixie Land, the World, the Universe. She wants to see everything and experience all Seasons. She wants to meet new people and get tired of the new people so she can travel further and meet new people. She wants to WOW every fairy, pixie, dragon, troll and toad she meets. she wants to give in to her fears ad learn how to defeat them.


And most of all she wants to start the adventure with Valiant. To share dreams and create new dreams. To fall in love and fall in love all over again. To learn new things. To experience the good, the bad and the ugly. To make petals and house creatures of the night and beasts of the day. To make friends with all pixie kings and queens, all trolls, dragons, goblins and gnomes.

So give Gazelle her wings, let her roam free. Let her be she and live her dreams. Let her take the burden off your caring shoulders and let her live her fantasies.

Emotion roller-coaster!

Have you ever wished for an off-switch for your mind? Ever just wished that your mind could stop thinking - even if it was just for a second, a minute, or maybe a whole day? Or maybe just be quiet when you ask it to be quiet. Unfortunately, I have a mind with a personality of it's own - so the chances of that happening is slim to zero.

My mind wanders constantly. I'd start thinking about one thing and before I get to the conclusion of that
which I was thinking, I start thinking about something else. It's the same when I talk to someone.

I want to start my life, live my dreams, do the things I want to do - my way!

Now I'm stuck in the mud. I need to finish what I started three years ago. I need to get something behind my name before I could start my life. Before we could start a life. But you decided to do something adventurous this year and leave me for the dogs.

You're enjoying your life and I'm suffering through the last bit of something I can't just leave. You really chose a horrible year to run away from the things that irritate you. You could have just waited one more year, then we could have done the adventure together. we could have made double the money. We could have started us. Now I'm on this side of the world thinking about how easy you had your life without me and I'm wondering if i'm not spoiling your life for you. I'm wondering if I should just let you be, if I should just set you free to do the things as you've done them before.

Then I remember who you were before we met. You gave your life to alcohol and late nights. You didn't care about life. How I missed that I don't know, but that is typical me - I always see the good in people, until they disappoint me and then I wish I never existed.

How much easier would life be if I could silence my mind. If I could stop the blabbering. If I was on my own with my own money. If I didn't have to rely on anybody else. If I didn't have to worry about making anybody proud. How much better would life have been without me in it?